Has it all been worth it?


I recently turned 63, and I've been into all things audio since the mid 70's. In that time I've spent countless thousands of dollars chasing that damn rabbit down the hole. Solid state, vinyl, cassette, CD, tubes, big speakers, small speakers, pricy gear, cheap gear...been there, done that. Sitting here in my less than acoustically friendly office listening to a Hi-Res version of Angie by TRS this is probably the nicest stereo I've ever had. And even with my compromised hearing (bouts of tinnitus, and a stroke) I know the music sounds as good as it ever has, but yet I can't help but ask myself - has this journey all been worth it? The money, soul searching, reviews, disappointment in the review when it didn't live up to the hype, "am I missing out by not owning _____" etc. Sometimes I wish I were more like my wife who just bought a cheap shelf unit to listen to her CD's and is perfectly pleased with what she hears.

Anyone else find themself at this point sometimes?

craigvmn

I've got 10 years on you....and was it worth it .probably not ,but what the heck...The money gone now....so enjoy what you have ,my friend. 

There may be those that would think that I'm trying to squeeze blood from a rock with my activities....to which I say:

It's more engrossing than trying to make a new item in the mix sound like you wanted, but still can't quite get 'There'....

Short of a major lotto win, I'm unlikely to spend what the lucky of you are willing to expend on the rabbit hole pursuit.  I've spent less on my current activities than what some have spent on a particular component, and could care less that you might think it's laughable.  To which....refer to Marx. and not Groucho....

To be sure and realistic about it, I may not be able to achieve 'what' you may be able to.  That's fine.

As a legend upon a shirt seen long ago:

"Today, we'll try to do the impossible...with Nothing."

Referencing a line from a song from The Waitresses:

"I'm just trying to find a cure for irony and make a fool out of God..."

Making progress on that, thanks.... ;)

If seen at an APOXNIA, or the equivalent, I’ll be obvious....and your 10’ pole will be useless.... ;)

Yes. When I found out how much fun I was having I dropped my other hobbies and devoted my time and money exclusively to audio and music. Never looked back.

I understand where you are coming from, but after a divorce and an unplanned retirement, I have made it a point to try to live without regrets and to make good life choices.

Now, if I could get my golf game down a couple of strokes to a 7 or 8 handicap, then I could die happy.