It must be difficult from an engineering mindset to let oneself relax and actually listen to music without trying to analyze components.
Many engineers cannot grasp a lot of the concepts that audiophiles enjoy, as they cannot make intellectual sense to them.
As for myself, I tried 3 passive preamps about 15-20 years ago, and realized early on that a passive could not compete with a good active tube preamp to my ears.
Looking back, I did not perform these trials with tube sources and tube amps, so that could have some affect on my results.