@roxy4 Neither is a cocaine habit. I just blew thru a lot of $$ since the start of this pandemic that could have bought me some really nice audio gear... a whole McIntosh system for sure. But I finally decided to stop and enter my 7th rehab attempt. I just got home yesterday and I feel so good... like a new man! They finally got the meds I need for my anxiety and depression (and cravings) really dialed in and that has made all the difference.