I’m not following your logic. I’m an atheist but I’ve never looked for any evidence to support it. I’m not sure where I would look or why.
The religious see signs of his god anywhere....The atheist has the blinders that make him unable to see more than one idea or object at times...His faith is so powerful that he look at everything seeing sings of inexistence everywhere...
My logic is a slave of my heart....And my heart is thirsty for truth...I dont give a dam for religion nor atheism or materialism.... They are the same superstition or faith for me on different guise....They are idols....
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