jomafa,
"It’s like the search of the Holy Grail....... never ends..!!"
Yes, it certainly feels like it.
It kind of gets in your blood and becomes an obsession.
One day pleasure, the next day pain.
One day cosmic thrills, the next a slight disturbance in the force.
sgreg1,
"My main goal is to enjoy the music it take me away from the rest of the world and now it is needed more than ever."
I think I've always felt that way.
That quickly became my addiction, and I can't shake it.