@snilf ....if you've still doubts about self and your 'audio bent' (ignoring 'phile' and the connotations of such)....
You Belong. The fact that you've not only faced some slings 'n shots and hung in is one characteristic needed here.....
#2: You personally, and with the family, Play Music IRL. Light years ahead of many here....mho.
I don't sadly....don't have the muscle memory for the art....
@mapman ....OK, 'Wiz....since you've got your wand in hand, I'll take a Lotto win...pulease..... ;)
SOTA = What many of us can't rationalize...BUT it drags up the mid$ stuff in the long haul in my 50ish years (Class of '69: The only year worth a snicker....*L*)
I miss MCarbon to some degree; others that have left for 'other venues' or just the raw end of time.....as well. One can only hope that some do as well....
OP, I'd understand if some consider yours unruly as a troll-ish sort....
...it's the 'why and/or what for' that may confuse....
Don't forget to return, J ;)