I had faith from my young age...
Faith in the only intellectual discovery in all my lifetime...
The distribution of prime numbers is the most complex object existing in ANY possible cosmos or transcending ANY universe... The prime number distribution is a fixated instantaneous image of the dynamical cosmic memory...Nothing less.... Like an image on a cinematographic film ribbon containing many other one...
I did not sleep over that for a month when i was 24 years old......
Someone else discovered it in his own way with way greater mathematical skill than me but it is too complex to be judged here... There even exist a worldwide controversy right now about this mathematical theory... A fascinating story in the making right now...
Shinichi Mochizuki , the great japanese mathematician , the greatest after Grothendieck his master, he called it "inter-universal geometry"...
I believe only mathematicians and mystics...
All the rest is only limited physical experiments...Or otherwise technological or religious superstitions...