A strange and mystifying experience; I was at a New Years Eve party, and the fellow sitting across from me began a conversation. It was the kind of nothing conversation one would strike up with a stranger. I responded appropriately to whatever he was talking about, but I looked into his eyes and became frightened. I looked away and began a thought conversation with myself.
The party hasn't really started, I haven't been drinking, this guy is well dressed, he's about 25, I'm not gay, but I would say the guy was even good looking. Why do I get frightened every time I look into his eyes?
He had a soft smile that never changed, he was soft spoken, but he seemed to be somewhere else when he talked. Meanwhile I'm trying to deal with something that I had never experienced before; fear, every time I looked into a persons eyes. The party was just beginning and he didn't know anyone, while I knew everyone, so I made him acquainted with some of the other guests, and avoided looking into his eyes.
The only thing I discovered about that young man was the fact that he had just got back from Vietnam. We were bringing in the year 69.