Advice on how to liquidate system

Hang in there my friend. There is more to life than just one thing. Shift your passion to something else. Show the rest of the world that you are a resilient, multifaceted individual. You can do it, won’t be easy but you got this. 

I like the idea of finding a friend or relative you trust, to lend them your gear. You would not have to see it every day and someone else would enjoy it. If things change, and  you want to give it a try, you can still take your gear back.

@jl1ny,

Maybe this could be of some help. See article below:

Mike

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bone_conduction

I have about $50k invested in HAM radio equipment and my HAM shack is state of the art.  I could talk almost anywhere in the world.

I got diagnosed with tongue cancer two years ago and they had to remove part of my tongue then graft on some muscle from my forearm.  This has greatly affected my speech and it could take up to 5 years.  I am difficult to understand on the air or phone.

My first inclination was to go out and sell everything.  I came to my senses, remained optimistic and let it collect dust for now. 

Like sever members have already suggested, give it some time and don't sell.  Doctors don't always have the correct answers as I've discovered.

This is what a community is all about. A member has an issue and everyone is eager to offer insight and assistance. Very refreshing.