Greats posts thanks to the Op And sns...
I will only add that pride of the job done is not a sin...
The ego is not something to be erased but a tool to serve the spirit...
The creation of our own audiophile event by our hand and experiments is not a feat of worthy of unending praise just circonstances to learn something about ourselves...
Music is also therapeutical tool for me, some frequencies are very important to be rightfully perceived with optimal accuracy...
Music is a hobby, i listen to enjoy myself but the therapeutic aspect is on par with the pleasant sensations..
Music is also a tool to explore and modify a part of the earth : our room and make it completely adapted to our own body from an acoustic point of view...
Also acoustic and psycho acoustic are really a simple meditation about our power , how consciousness could modify the perceptions by reorganizing the room...
The only luxury is a dedicated room but someone could also do without it...
The essential is acoustically optimize so well our audio system that we will be able to enlarge our original tastes and appreciate many other culture perspectives takes on the soul/world through music..
By the way many of us lack self confidence, me included, and we prefer to give ourself to the market and bought without any creative move, but the most important thing is to have self-confidence and self reliance... I never had that myself...I am not a very skilled craftsman .... The only reason i embarked on this journey was not first self confidence but complete lack of money and the desesperate urge to improve greatly my unsatisfying actual audio system after my retirement or just before it...Then for those of us who are like me, without self confidence, you must learn to do it, and the less money you have to throw in the wind sometimes is the better, it will make easier your frantic searches for solutions and studies of basic science....
This is deeply true :
That frustration comes from trying to fulfill deeply creative urges with audiophile pursuits *alone*. That’s not enough to satisfy a lot of us.
I wish you the best christmas possible in this impossible world....